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I am a strange person, I am different.

I have started realising this as I'm slowly starting to grow up a bit more.
I don't have most manners one expects from an individual, I am too straight forward, too honest, a bit loud sometimes.
Too many expressions.
Too much talking.
Too much noise.
Too much physical contact towards others, is it bad that I want to feel them?
I thought it was beautiful to express yourself but sometimes I'm doubting it.
I will be happy and then I will be sad, I will feel awake, then tired.
I don't really know what's wrong with me but please, don't judge people when they are only expressing themselves and are not keeping a brick plain face. Cause I've tried to be what is considered "polite", and I actually am, but... I just wish society did not expect us to be so quiet all the time. 
We only do it out of love.

I wish we could go outside and shout.

I wish we could laugh loudly without others staring with faces of disgust.

Humanity will turn into rotten flowers soon, speechless. Talk people, express, tell your problems, release anger, laugh, love... love.
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KenotheWolf Featured By Owner Nov 12, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
i agree

im a freak for the world
TheFinalFightIsHere Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
About the physical contact thing, I don't think that's a problem. I mean yeah if you're putting your hands all over them than that's one thing, but I do feel better when someone talks to me and they might put their hand on my arm to reassure me. It makes me feel like they actually care. I do believe in random hugs but I may be a bit awkward considering I don't hug often. You sound like a good-hearted person JUST because you said you have physical contact with others. 
I have to same motion; sad then happy then tired all the time. I am a quiet and sometimes shy person but when I feel that I laughed too loud, hard or just plain talk too much or am being annoying I feel bad, get sad and stop talking for awile. I try to change that part of my personality because I'm afraid I'm really bothering people by annoying them.
zeldageeksince2013 Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2013  Student Digital Artist
I know how u feel, I'm not afraid to say what I'm into even though people will judge me be proud of who u are and don't let anyone bring ya down ;)
shadowsabeast Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2013
meh, i express myself all the time. some people have different ways of doing it than others. be happy of the way you are.
Mazefire3609 Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2013  Student General Artist
I feel the same way as you did ILoveKnucklesShadow. I began making lectures properly later on but when it comes to me trying to put something in short, it gets difficult for me because I am too used to making lectures that heck I even talk alot too.

I talk to myself ALOT & sometimes a bit loud everyday when I'm only by myself and not infront of others ( Except my sisters & my parents because they know me well ) so they won't even call me a weirdo or strange even though I have autism with ASD's and Aspergers. I just wish society doesn't expect everyone to be quiet all the time either. :C
VenusGriffin Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2013  Student General Artist
I'm with you. I feel the same way. Don't worry, Anna. Venus is here for you whenever you need me.
Kaicero Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2013  Student Digital Artist
I'm a quiet person who really only can express herself in the company of my best friend who just helps by being around for me not to be so quiet. I mean we both went outside in the pouring rain and I had no coat was getting drenched and we wore burger king hats and discussed the idea of going into KFC.

I mean in my house. I stay up in my room for as much as I can. I'm not all that comfortable talking to my family in which my mother berates me for. It's also the fact that my parents love to scream and shout and argue with each other that makes me just feel awkward and very sad.

I honestly wish I could just be more like I am with my friend. But my mother would just hate me for it.

Good post. :) Very deep and sentimental.
Cyntrix-GM Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
People suck. :meow:
Speedy375 Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Wow this is deep.
sarkute56 Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2013
it sounds like we are very similar :) hahaha. just be you. happiness follows. don't doubt what you feel, and what you want to do and how you want to act.
LucasThomArt Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2013  Student General Artist
just be yourself. you'll find out soon enough that there are lots of accepting people. just don't care what others think of you. your are unique just like everyone else and if someone has a problem with that, thats their deal. your fine just the way you are here on da. outside from that i can't say (obviously lol)
MaddyBunny Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2013
Society is tough and you can never win, but I hope that you will always be who you want to be and act however way makes you happy. ♥ There is absolutely nothing wrong with it, I promise.
Stone-coldRose Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm kind of the opposite. Brick face here. Let me tell you, society doesn't care for us quiet folk either. Only thing I can recommend and say is to read the mood of the other person and that you can never please everyone. Find places that you can run around and laugh and shout, soccer fields are good, rolling down hills and roller coasters are also good feel alive activities.

You might be interested in the blog Humans Of New York.
xDragonMuffins Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
sithwolf Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
being normal sucks lol
SailorMoonAndSonicX Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
It's sad, really. :c I'm a shy, sensitive, and sometimes a quiet person, but at the same time I'm loud, active, and bold. I've been shushed by family to not talk so loudly out in public like in restaurants. xD; I guess I'm usually not very talkative to others in public except those I'm familiar with, so I guess I can't entirely relate.

Then if I do something loud and if I get told to stop, I sometimes snap up like a clam and get all shy and embarrassed toward those people. xD;;; Even if they're not being rude to me, making weird faces, or anything.

The most scary thing is speaking out your beliefs; if people don't agree with you, you're looked at as a rude, uncaring monster for having a different view. ^^;
SonicAngel15 Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2013  Student General Artist
I'm pretty much the same way. I have been told by my mother in recent times not to talk so loudly in public places, even at home. How can she accept that that's part of who I am as an individual?
SailorMoonAndSonicX Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Wow, even at home? :c
SonicAngel15 Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2013  Student General Artist
My mom thinks that my listening to music so much has caused me to talk so loud, that's the problem.
SailorMoonAndSonicX Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Ah, I see. ^^; I listen to music a lot myself, and I'm very loud at home. ^^"
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