I have started realising this as I'm slowly starting to grow up a bit more.
I don't have most manners one expects from an individual, I am too straight forward, too honest, a bit loud sometimes.
Too many expressions.
Too much talking.
Too much noise.
Too much physical contact towards others, is it bad that I want to feel them?
I thought it was beautiful to express yourself but sometimes I'm doubting it.
I will be happy and then I will be sad, I will feel awake, then tired.
I don't really know what's wrong with me but please, don't judge people when they are only expressing themselves and are not keeping a brick plain face. Cause I've tried to be what is considered "polite", and I actually am, but... I just wish society did not expect us to be so quiet all the time.
We only do it out of love.
I wish we could go outside and shout.
I wish we could laugh loudly without others staring with faces of disgust.
Humanity will turn into rotten flowers soon, speechless. Talk people, express, tell your problems, release anger, laugh, love... love.