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July 10, 2013


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I am a strange person, I am different.

I have started realising this as I'm slowly starting to grow up a bit more.
I don't have most manners one expects from an individual, I am too straight forward, too honest, a bit loud sometimes.
Too many expressions.
Too much talking.
Too much noise.
Too much physical contact towards others, is it bad that I want to feel them?
I thought it was beautiful to express yourself but sometimes I'm doubting it.
I will be happy and then I will be sad, I will feel awake, then tired.
I don't really know what's wrong with me but please, don't judge people when they are only expressing themselves and are not keeping a brick plain face. Cause I've tried to be what is considered "polite", and I actually am, but... I just wish society did not expect us to be so quiet all the time. 
We only do it out of love.

I wish we could go outside and shout.

I wish we could laugh loudly without others staring with faces of disgust.

Humanity will turn into rotten flowers soon, speechless. Talk people, express, tell your problems, release anger, laugh, love... love.
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KenotheWolf Featured By Owner Nov 12, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
i agree

im a freak for the world
TheFinalFightIsHere Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
About the physical contact thing, I don't think that's a problem. I mean yeah if you're putting your hands all over them than that's one thing, but I do feel better when someone talks to me and they might put their hand on my arm to reassure me. It makes me feel like they actually care. I do believe in random hugs but I may be a bit awkward considering I don't hug often. You sound like a good-hearted person JUST because you said you have physical contact with others. 
I have to same motion; sad then happy then tired all the time. I am a quiet and sometimes shy person but when I feel that I laughed too loud, hard or just plain talk too much or am being annoying I feel bad, get sad and stop talking for awile. I try to change that part of my personality because I'm afraid I'm really bothering people by annoying them.
zeldageeksince2013 Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2013  Student Digital Artist
I know how u feel, I'm not afraid to say what I'm into even though people will judge me be proud of who u are and don't let anyone bring ya down ;)
shadowsabeast Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2013
meh, i express myself all the time. some people have different ways of doing it than others. be happy of the way you are.
Mazefire3609 Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2013  Student General Artist
I feel the same way as you did ILoveKnucklesShadow. I began making lectures properly later on but when it comes to me trying to put something in short, it gets difficult for me because I am too used to making lectures that heck I even talk alot too.

I talk to myself ALOT & sometimes a bit loud everyday when I'm only by myself and not infront of others ( Except my sisters & my parents because they know me well ) so they won't even call me a weirdo or strange even though I have autism with ASD's and Aspergers. I just wish society doesn't expect everyone to be quiet all the time either. :C
VenusGriffin Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2013  Student General Artist
I'm with you. I feel the same way. Don't worry, Anna. Venus is here for you whenever you need me.
Kaicero Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2013  Student Digital Artist
I'm a quiet person who really only can express herself in the company of my best friend who just helps by being around for me not to be so quiet. I mean we both went outside in the pouring rain and I had no coat was getting drenched and we wore burger king hats and discussed the idea of going into KFC.

I mean in my house. I stay up in my room for as much as I can. I'm not all that comfortable talking to my family in which my mother berates me for. It's also the fact that my parents love to scream and shout and argue with each other that makes me just feel awkward and very sad.

I honestly wish I could just be more like I am with my friend. But my mother would just hate me for it.

Good post. :) Very deep and sentimental.
Cyntrix-GM Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
People suck. :meow:
Speedy375 Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Wow this is deep.
sarkute56 Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2013
it sounds like we are very similar :) hahaha. just be you. happiness follows. don't doubt what you feel, and what you want to do and how you want to act.
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